emo-ing =c

hate myself!!! i can learn more and more thing at datai,but i can't cope...i very scare when contact with the foreigner!!because i can't talk well with the guest!! scare to do wrong thing !! everyday tell myself "you need to do your best when during training" haiz...nothing to SAY!! just can oppressive MYSELF，just can do that =c
god help me please...172 days to go... crying inside my heart T.T
so hurt to pass my time when i working. HOW !!HOW !!HOW !!..baby...miss you so much x.x

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